hello(:

sian lor. i just tried to do the double skipping with the BORROWED rope. cant lehh. -.- cannot continue. =/ sweating like siao now..haiyo.

what has skipping gotta do with bball? and isabella and the new girl last time de CCA is skipping so can do very well. other ppl cannot do also. then i share rope with her she kinda like...keep rushing me just to play with the rope. so lucky lor. can do lor. okay lah. wadeva man..im a loser. is that what you ALL wanna hear? but shes really good man.. (:

forget it. everyday i have to tear. OVERLY STRESSED. when i want to cry badly in class i will laugh. laugh like siao. seriously, i dunno why. am i overly depressed or just weird? only isabella knows XD lol. always siao de. i meant ME lah. but she qing me a lot of times during my FINANCIAL CRISIS luh. THANKS JIE((:

i dont think anyone understands what im typing now so WADEVER man. seriously. i get pressured every second of my LIFE. everything is MY fault. why cant blame other ppl? why not blame YOURSELF? why is it always ME ME ME????? just because you BU SHUANG, no need come and say me until i have to say sorry?

WHAT ELSE DO EVERYONE OF YOU WANT ME TO DO? go down on my knees and beg you EVERYDAY just because you had a bad day? EVERYDAY on the calender of MINE is always bad. so dont compare with ME man. seriously. URGH.

i bet you must be thinking if im refferring to you. think about it. blame me AGAIN if you wanna. wadever. i cant care anything else more than enjoying LIFE okay. i might die tomorrow. who knows? and the cause, everyone will know after reading my post. the cause will be because, i dont have to WORRY everyday if i was DEAD! right? so...im kinda depressed and im being a pathetic fucking sadist. ONCE AGAIN. or is that...EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE?

is everything WRONG my FAULT?

come on. THINK ABOUT IT. it isnt. it is you and you and YOU. -.-

im being an anoyying BITCH already. =x

whatever okay.