take a chill pill.

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i'm raina.
i really do stupid and retarded
stuff that makes people pissed off.
but i don't mean it!
okay, i bet nobody understands what im trying to say.
to everyone, thanks for
being part of my life.


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Thursday, August 30, 2007
3:23 PM;
i dont load pictures anymore cause i dont have a memory card. my PHONE line will be back tdy :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

next will be a memory card and a phone. WAIT LONG LONG.

LONG way = 龙威 (:

my schedule during sept holidays [ not a holiday anymore when i gotta go out almost EVERYDAY to school. ]

monday - chinese [cause i failed with a 44 -.-] from 8-12 or smth. then after that going joey house to do LIT&abit of IT project :DD funfun. (:

tuesday - chinese tuition [too much chinese le bah.] =x haha but still got marilyn JIE xDDD

wednesday - training and tuition/family/at home. i think =x

thursday - not sure. i forget like everything 0.o

friday - lit remidial. lol.

but the good thing abt all the schooling stuff is that i get to see EVERYONE during holiday and can go out after the thing finish what. (: i only think on play enjoyment and stuff. HAIYO. serious serious.

psps to mr lee [ IT teacher ] for saying you're freaky =x i dont mean it that way man >< lol takkaires and dont be soooooooo stressed up and too serious. (: funnyfunnyteacher!

gtg pepo(:

im waiting for 4 calls xDDDDDDD

i want pictures.

:D

=x hey to that person, thanks for always ruining my life. cause now i really realised NOTHING can be perfect. you made my life not. thats why. ><

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

lovelovelove. (:

PS: tmr teachers' day. bought for ms soon, mdm cheong [mbs] ms ng mr lee and mrs ong xDDDD [ nch ]

ILOVEYOU. yes i do.

marry me will you ? (((((((:
AHEM. i mean nicenice people who are in my life. :D
like ppl in my class. 1f07 truely rawks. now i know that p6 saying that 6f rawks, is being tooooooooooooooooooo jealous of 6k xDDDD

but 1F07 RAWKS ! <3333


Sunday, August 26, 2007
9:41 AM;
MOOD: FEELS LIKE BLOGGING A LOT.

CAUTION: LONG POST. xD

heyyyyyyyy!

feel like blogging about something... hmmm. what? let me think kay. while msning and listening to SHA SHOU.

okay. i shall blog about... BEING PHONELESS.

good news is that im getting my phone line back in 4 days and im going to get a new phone SOON. most likely by next month =x

bad news is that many ppl tried to contact me by hp but failed =x and i dont think i'll recieve their smses and stuff. AWWWW.

being phoneless sucks. when you want to sms someone, you have to like BORROW a phone. -.- let me list who's phone i've borrowed. and thank you to those ppl (:

CLAIRE
ISABELLA
MY DAD
MY AUNTY
MY GRANDMA
heh. (:

and the thing is that, after every msg, you have to like DELETE IT. sian sian xD

and if you meet ppl and you are going alone, you cant like change time with that person, cant ask where are they if you reach earlier, cant tell them to wait for you cause you're late or SOMETHING. so im like sooooo GLAD that im going to get back my line. (:

i just feel like typing alot, thats why i feel like blogging. now listening to HOW TO SAVE A LIFE - THE FRAY. xD 3 songs after sha shou. see i msn too much. ><

anyways, being phoneless suck so yeahh.. dont BAO your bill if your mom was mine. (:

and now i want to talk about having parents who dont know how to use the com. OMG.

i stopped blogging for about 10 mins just because i had to help my dad check his email. EMAILS? lol. anyways, their generation, everyone uses singnet.com.sg WTF the person send so many times to my dad, nothing comes. SEE LAH.

so I, being SOSOSOSOSO helpful and nice and intellectual [ heh (: self praiseeeeee :D ], i suggested to SEND to my hotmail. then can lah. RAINAAAA SAVES THE DAY LAH. okay im just self praising cause im not so happy. xD

although i sound happy and stuff but whatever xP anyways, the person send to me then print out and stuff lah. CASE CLOSE.

the thing about my dad is that he doesnt USE the com. which is so so sad for me and HIM, cause he cant use msn. for ME its because when i watch some video or msn and he comes in, will sit down and watch at my convo and stuff. and if the video no more, like some comedy , he will ask me to load more and stuff. HELLO. i want to watch der.

COMEDY. our kind is diff. the person speak too fast, he dont understand will ask me. LOL. so im so lucky to know how to use the com.

and i hate it when they use my com [my mom has her OWN laptop.] and the thing doesnt work the same way as her laptop or the things that they think should appear when they click this and do that doesnt appear, they'll go like :"PEARLIE/RAINA, why the __________________ cannot appear/not working/cant print/[&more more stuff ]" HELLO? do i look like a repair man? and if i dont know why it is like that and i say i dont know, they'll go like how can you dont know and stuff like that.

LOL. but anyways, I STILL LOVE THEM! only that sometimes abit irritating and not very understanding cause i also can get moody even though i smile or laugh OHKAY. xD

anyways, long long post bah? hope so. next post i'll not use the backspace and you can see how many errors i make. if i write wrong i think i'll just like write again or smth. (:

WISH ME LUCK FOR A HAPPY DAY :D

byee.

and there was me and you.
without her.
now i dont know what i should do.
let her or continue.
cause she wont bring you questions like i did.
im sorry.

sigh.
no one can blame me for being ugly.
NO ONE but myself. (:


Saturday, August 25, 2007
1:43 PM;
man i feel bad for making my friends lie. xD

hey isabella ding dong bell, psps no post abt you ! cause yesterday i press publish, they say dunno what error in connection shyt so didnt bother =x

thanks for tagging everyone :D

now i realised i have been making friends with BLIND people (:

joeyy BLIND
isabella BLIND
vera BLIND
sandy BLIND

heh. say who chio? when they themselves are chio. CIRCUIT wrong xDDDD

but really thank you everyone for cheering me up when im emo :D

im now really high because of the tags (:

later going out to celebrate my jie's bdae. which is on 4 sept. LOL.

she wearing the necklace i bought her ! heh (: im such a nice mei.

tdy is 6th week xDDDD

oh yea. my blogger is okay already ! thats why i can type in black. totally rawks without having to change colour of practically every of my word. (:

i complain too much huh? cause im RAINA-ISH (:

anyways, i learnt how not to judge anyone by someone else's thoughts about that person. im stupid =x

yet again, im not xD cause i sorted things out. thanks to many many ppl.

not a lot but whatever ~

haha. espacially to ppl who made me high.

like... joey isabella sandy and stuff. hahahaha. (:

THANKYOU!
10Q. or smth.

byee.

EMONESS RAWKS AT TIMES. now i know. xD


Thursday, August 23, 2007
8:40 PM;
FUCK MAN. i wanted this post soooo much to be like. HAPPY. but suddenly everything is going wrong. WRONG WRONG WRONG.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! fuck my sis lah. asshole. because of her im soooooooooooooooooooo not getting a new 5700 phone. why?

because once she said about how UNFAIR my mom was to her compared to me. and now my mom is becoming UNFAIR towards be saying shes trying to be FAIR. being fair means being unfair to me? wtf.

then i also can burst out saying that shes unfair and everything and i get what i want IS IT? SIMPLE WHAT! i can do that. totally.

i bloody need a person to talk to. but i guess no one will understand cause if i say, i'll sound mean. so im blogging. so that i can just say ALL i want because it's my blog. MINE MINE.

come on. NOTHINGS BLOODY FAIR IN THE WORLD.

mood change after 15 mins. cause i read ppl's blog and stuff. HAPPY xD

so yeah. im not complicated. not simple. just confusing.

(: thanks for everything you guys helped me.
thanks for being there for me. always.
i just love the feeling of being loved.

THANKS. (:


Wednesday, August 22, 2007
8:14 PM;
PANADOL = CANNON BALL xD

hey its obviously not my pronounciation. (: my pronounciation so PERFECT. its mr lee's ears lah. xDDD [ runs away from joey cause i just bad mouthed (: ]

anyways, came back from tuition [chinese wtf?] at abt 7.20 bah. then SOMEONE CALLED xDD so qiao :D

lol but did not talk for very long. anyways, haiyo. in school, i really see who my true friends are. seriously xD

cannot take it liao. =x but cant say out cause later i look like the mean one. wth ._.

lol. err. no one can totally blame me for having a stead right? -x it just happened what. how can liddat...? LOL.

ROFL. errr. gtg byeeeeee.

takkaires joey (:
takkaires chad (:
takkaires krichelle (:
takkaires isabella (:
takkaires zi yun zi mei ((:
takkaires nina claire (:
takkaires kia liang. -.- [cause of DING DONG BELL] (:

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


Monday, August 20, 2007
5:27 PM;
HEYYYY :D

okay. not very happy but dunno why like so happy. -.-

anyways, happy cause.........dunno >FIVE times !!! i scared something happen =x

HAPPY CAUSE NO TUITION. yep. xDDD

unhappy cause dont have any response from him. =/

happy cause..... im talking to joey now. (:

unhappy cause im starting to become jealous. ._.

anyways....

usually ppl wont get to blog during EXAM PERIOD which is like...now? but i blog more. xDDDDDDDD

seriously, SHWEET THINGS LIE BEHIND SOUR ONES. =x

remember this ppl. =/ sacrifies for good times.

but sometimes its worth it. sometimes, you really wonder if you're interupting what NATURE'S going to do to that person. like help him in his life in being a good and nice person, but stopping him from HER. yep. that is exactly how i feel. only people who are close to me would understand. SUCKSUCK.


SO WHICH PERSON AM I IN HIS LIFE? =x
or am i just thinking too much?

life totally makes me wonder. A LOT.

you say you always stare at me, actually im the one who does all that bloody staring. im just stupid. =/


Sunday, August 19, 2007
1:59 PM;
CURRENT SONG THAT IS PLAYING IS WHEN YOU'RE GONE - AVRIL LAVIGNE !

LOVE IT (: soo....hope you like it to.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD byeee.

now audi the system sucks. free no chnl that i can go into. SIAN how to play? oh...i must go study. no wonder lah. god stopped me. heh.

GOING TO DO ENGLISH WHILE WAITING FOR MS ISABELLA SIM ZI YING ! (((:

lotsalove. <3333


9:37 AM;
i just told joey that i wouldnt take anything for granted and shall not waste my precious time worrying abt crappy stuff when i can have happy times because....

many things happened. and now i understand what it all means for everything to happen. it showed me that i must not waste time and should treasure times before they become lost, gone forever.

totally. anyways, isabella coming my hse at abt 3 plus. do homec proj. and until the next time i post, buhbye :D

i love my friendster <3333 got to know many people (:

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

SHWEET.


Friday, August 17, 2007
7:06 PM;
10 new songs (:

aiting for a phoneeeee call xDDD

waiting for phoneeeee calls!

cause i cant call out.

MOM ALERT. xDDDDDD

missing everyone :D

having difficulties typing in black cause now i dont even know what i typing so im just trusting my sense of the keyboard. got many many sp errors not my prob. xDDDD

BYEEEE PEOPLE. (:

MUGMUGMUG yea?

LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

rawks only when everyone's happy. (:



4:16 PM;
okay... im very worried about joey man... haiya.
and chad too. haiya.
and my studies too. haiya.

isabella cant come. her dad cant stay at home to look after her two sisters so...yeah. but i dont blame. now that i heard her voice, im not like angry anymore. (:

i hope joey and chad stays strong ya? =x

thanks for cheering me up when i feel weak.
now im going to do my best for you two.

life is so. irritating.

YUCKYUCK. I JUST REALISED THE SONG I PUT WAS SOMEONE SINGING. NOT ORIGINAL SINGER. YUCKYUCK.


Thursday, August 16, 2007
8:10 PM;
HEYY!

just finished re-writing my history notes. totally understand man. (:
well, kinda. xDDD

just hung up the phone too. =xx

well, i miss everything that passed by me lah. sian lah. you know its like soooooooooooo sucky to like be emo in class. because i will influence like... isabella and people. man. i suck.

EMONESS is a hate. hate hate hate hate hate. yuckyuck.

errrr. im going to eat dinner now. TWO people already asked me to. xD

tatatata. pissed with dad. -.-

mylifesucks.com
best website ever. xDDD
created by rainaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
never go before.
sarcasm.


Sunday, August 12, 2007
12:47 PM;
you ppl know that i changed url already if you're here so..yeah.
probably thinking why...

CONCRETE ANGEL?

its a very touching and nice song. hey. if you wanna listen, stay at my blog for a while or ask the song from me. let it load ya? the starting is abit soft xDDD

ITS A NICE NICE SONG <3333>

and why MY concrete angel? xDDD
because everyone close to me is MY concrete angel mahhh! go youtube watch. you might understand. but concrete angel means dead =x

well what i mean is that... CONCRETE ANGELS ARE STRONG ANGELS THAT ALWAYS HELP ME :D

makes sense too right? (: the list of my concrete angels are sooooo long [omg . keep typing concrete angel and reffering it to my good friends feels so weird ~] BWAHAHAHA.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. mugging after i blog. will be online but wont really reply cause i only on com for song. (:

STUDY HARD PEOPLE.
AND STAY STRONG ; CONCRETE ANGELS (:


Saturday, August 11, 2007
7:41 PM;
PURPLE RAWKS.
<333>

go school for geog ;
came back and laze around ;
go downtown east to eat SUBWAY ;
called joeyy :D ;
get to use the com :DDD jie ;

all the while i have been waiting for a call. =x
or a sms. or something.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. yes yes. i said today was supposed to be a happy happy day but if i never hear anything but a ' bye! ' from that person, its not enough man. NO WAY.

sigh. jie nth to do but read books. i going to play audi for a while then let her use lah. see i so nice. (:

WENQI RAWKS :D im sooooooooooooooooo random but i just wanna say that xDDDDD

byeee ppl. thank you to all those ppl who brighten my days (:
LOVE sucks when you're waiting for something.




Thursday, August 9, 2007
4:30 PM;
100th post [adding my old blog posts (:]

bwahahahaha. and today is SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY~
i wore red when i went out for lunch.
and wore the ring i bought on sun - LOVE IT SO.
and wore jeans
my whole family wore jeans
sun my whole family wore white top and jeans lah.
SO COOL. unintentionally. LOL

hmmmm. this coming sat is a very very happy day (:
<33>
but these few days i feel guilty about what i say.
yet i cant say sorry in anyway except on the phone. which feels totally weird lah.
sigh. i miss my phone... =xx

and i no mood to play audi lah. its like..i cant even combo. i need to be happy then i can. i dunno why im like that.

and everyone knows that i hate to talk about appearance. because its just soooooooooooooooooooooooo sensitivew towards me cause im like...a disgrace to it or smth.

YOU have to understand. and not like... blame me for saying it when you kinda started it. and i dont think i'll ever send you. =x

to YOU, [although i dont think you'll be able to see this; which means im talking to myself. but anyways...
]
im so sorry for my moodswings but sometimes i really wonder if you care about things other than appearance and studies. i really love you but sometimes i think you dont really know and that you dont understand me. you dont tell me things that as a part of you, i should know. you really should not hide things from me cause....i feel super useless when you do that. =x

and to other people, i think im going to change my URL cause i want to have a change in the url. (:

byee people. i requested to stay at home instead of going to jurong and stuff cause i wanted to use the com, hse phone and tv. which means music communication entertainment. which equals to my LIFE. xDD

oh and on sat, im going back to sch for geog :D so can see you. and you. and you. xDD i mean everyone. OKAY. anyways, byeeeee. takkaires everyone.

RED AND BLACK = EMO-NESS. xDD
RED AND WHITE = PATRIOTIC

lol love ya.... byeee <33


Saturday, August 4, 2007
9:28 AM;
hey people :DDD

yesterday went to singtel shop. mom say can buy NOKIA5700 for me (: but she say no hurry cause i got the phone also no line -.- not fair. XD

go listen this song. rawks lahhhh. introduced my isabella :D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=B1aHlS_bThM


its daddy's little girl. wahh now i love so many songs!!!! i show you arhh.

only the ticked ones xDD


1-20


21-40






i damn bo liao lahh. xD joey called me ask if i can go wild wild wet. i want lahhhh. but mom say i must stay at home and mug. -.- sian lorh. my life is filled with UPS AND DOWNS. very obvious de lorh. -.- what the hell am i saying?


byeeeeee`












Thursday, August 2, 2007
5:50 PM;
hey people (:

happy day cause i've been thinking of something :DDD
lol xDDD

anyways, my phone line barred lerh. cant recieved or sms. SAD SIAH. now the com is my only way of communication and listening to music. actually house phone also can but....it will be obvious if im using it. SIGH. i miss my line already.

91719364917193649171936491719364917193649171936491719364917193649171936491719364917193694 i typed that all out i swear. LOL.

im number sick. xD
NEVERBRAIN (:
i dont really need to explain EVERYTHING to you right? lol. i kinda meant my mom LOL. she make me.... SUAN LERH. think of it then im filled with anger again xDDD thank you joey for making me HIGH again (:

oh yeah. my name is sum qian ying RAINAAAAA <333
in IC [going to], namelist [going to] and EVERYWHERE POSSIBLE(((((:
stupid mr chong. last time ask me to give him lawyer letter. now i got, say must give dunno what shyt and dont need to give him. BLOODY HELL. i hate him as much as i hate HIM xDDDD whatever but yeah i hate him the most. he ruins my day.

that time he ask me for the dunno what symbol and dunno what shyt for pascal xDDD fransis dunno no one help him xDDD i get questioned more than 10 ppl turn back just to help me. so many whispers xDDD

THANK YOU PEOPLE <333>


lol. oh yeah. tuesday met with jiayi clar sharon and kimberly. (:
nice people EXCEPT FOR... suaning jiayi. eat lemon grow up derh. [quoted xDD] LOL. no lah. nice lah xDDD

met them at whitesands. first time i saw sharon and kimberly in real life [met them in audi before] yep. nice people <33

didnt really eat much.. lol. studied ABIT cause i never bring maths. LOL. sian lorh always liddat. hmmm.oh yeah..

MY ORAL CHANGE AND CHANGE.

from TUESDAY to THURSDAY then MONDAY lol lorh. perhaps nobody wants to take my oral. yay xD

im so tired so im going to lie on my bed and read until i sleep then wake up at 7 (: dont tell you why WORHHHHHHH LOL.

byeeeee.
i love the book ;
PS: ILOVEYOU
go buy it (: