Love/Hate Light

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

6:51 PM;

okay i probably wont blog anymore.
having bad days since forever.

i need claire):
sigh. nothing's the same.
what-ever man.

im not perfect.
no one can expect me to be perfect.
i know you are.
i know you all are.
only i am not.
okay?

in everyone's eyes im nobody.
im just a crazy person who complains about everything.
im just a person who is so ugly no one wants to be friends with me.
im just a person who likes to say people.

enough.
i know i am ugly.
i know i am crazy.
i know who i am.
stop making me lose everything can?

i know im not worth your time.
not worth to be your friend.
not worth you to even LOOK at me.
fine fine.
then just kill me.

is life like that?
leaving the stupid fugly person aside?
if it is,

great.

ppl hurt me with their words.
i may cry.
but the pain isnt gone.
it becomes more and more pain.

thank you everyone.
for everything you all did to me.
good or bad.

please,
just leave me alone.
im dragging you down.

im a useless piece of shit.
okay?
just.
GO AWAY.

))))))))))))))))):
im breaking down now.
im hurt.
too hurt.
i didnt know ppl judge me.
people who i thought were my friends.
my GOOD friends.

life sucks.