Wednesday, April 30, 2008
8:44 PM;
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
6:32 PM;
im so sad.
like you dont really care.
you actually say that you dont,
REALLY care.
when you told me you cared for me,
like a million times more than i think.
you care. not.
fine. if you dont care then im gonna tell u smth.
you are the only guy i have ever said i love you to.
and fuck you, you are the only one who hurt me the most.
wa lao.
i trusted you and you..
YOU..
go say you dont care if i was living a crushing lie.
A LIE.
muther.
i hate you.
you life ruinier.
of raina.
IM DEAD.
in the inside.
i love you.
and i fucking hate myself for loving you.
and not trying HARD enough to forget about you.
and actually REALLY start liking someone.
sounds like a better idea instead of getting HURT and still continue.
I HATE YOU):
you really make my life sad.
very very sad.
))))))))))))):
and the worst part is,
i have to act brave and as if i can live without you.
when the truth is, its the opposite.
and no one knows.
only my bff knows.
but other ppl just know me as ..
' the girl who doesnt need a guy. '
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
wanted to post pictures but too sad too.
sorry.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
7:31 AM; BADBADBAD_|_
my sore throat is back =.=
and i cant upload ANY photos to edit.
cause i dont have my 5200):
but i really need it now cause..
i cant use the com like FREQUENTLY.
so yeah )):
i totally forgot about it luh..
slept late woke up early.
later ordering macs.
IM GOING TO BE FAT LUH.
shyt.
why yesterday i still got eat chocolate.
no wonder sore throat is back. =/
IM FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
X:
bye.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
10:58 AM; THANKYOU (:
Friday, April 25, 2008
2:36 PM; LIKE WHAT-THE-EFF.
im so f-cking sickkkkk!
and like its so uncomfortable.
and i cant sms or chat online.
because msn is failing me.
and no one is FREE to sms.
and i cant talk on the phone.
cause like..
i have no voice.
=.=
MSN IS FAILING MEEEEEE.
cannot sign in.
CBBB.
im bored lahhh.
and my throat hurts big f-ck.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
nobody cares!
i am gonna rot here.
bye.Thursday, April 24, 2008
9:31 PM; AWWW.
222th post =p
oh im not going to go to school tomorrow.
which is like friday.
gawd. i want to go out buy things after school.
but i feel sick. and i hate being sick in school.
isabella is sick too.
so tmr she also not coming ;D
with ME!
WO AI TA!
and for once, no guys can chao me or smth.
attitude me.
or wont miss him.
and wont need to walk to there too many times..
hahahahah a rest maybe?
X:
i will miss ya ;D
C square.
x3Wednesday, April 23, 2008
7:33 PM; HEYYYY.
exams starting, yongxuan.
HAVEN START YET xD
anyways, kinda sad but happy yet lazy and feel like doing hw.
._.
like..my phone so quiet..
no one smses me a lot. i miss getting a lot of sms in one minute.
no more calls.
no more..
whatever X:
anyways, im gonna do my essay..
ummm like every guy upsets me, inside.
its like every guy is STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDD X:
cause they are so nice.
yet theres something about them.
i dont know lah!
like every guy is DIFFERENT.
really.
gawd.
sometimes i wished that i hated guys.
like not talk to them for-ever.
then i'll be alright.
right??
MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
im here ranting at myself.
im supposed to do my essay.
im sorry mummy! just needed to blog.
bye.
man, i miss you.
but you guys all,
attitude me.
TMD ):
im laughing through my tears ;
and smiling through my pain.
nobody understands.
i think.
i just love you that way.
okay?
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
6:48 PM; HELLOOOOOOOOOOO!
HELLO!
im like so freaking happy.
(:
its like my er zi so guai!
harvest lend me tie.
although its because he has an extra tie,
but he's nice lahh.
cause like everytime the guys saying me or my friends
then i see him there, he will stop one leh!
so nice lah.
(:
AND chin ann! xD
he like wanted to lend me tie luh ._.
like omg. i just went round asking then during recess he gave me.
but i gave back ;D
i took my erzi one.
((:
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im high and happy.
gonna type out my essay.
BYEEEEEEEE!
x3
LOVE.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
3:16 PM; YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D
omg i found my ipod nano 3rd gennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
i thought i lost it okay.
):
so now im uploading the new songs..
and oh yeah!
in a few days i will be earning about..
100 bucks i hope.
dont tell you how!
muahahahahah.
isabella's gonna help me.
i hope i get more moneyyyyyyyyyyy!
hint, through phones.
(((:
im so happy!
oh i think i gained weight.
i have been eating a lot of chocolates!
like 3 bars.
X:
stressed up mah.
aiya. anyways, LOVE YOU!
byeeee.
PS: do you have any idea what
http://raina.com
is?
its a cooking website =.=
7:58 AM; MOODSWING.
LOVE ; HATE .
i dont know you anymore.
the one who didnt mind who i was.
the one who would be there for me.
the one who i thought meant every word that was said to me.
was i in denial?
and now im blogging here like a loser.
just because of you.
sigh.Saturday, April 19, 2008
8:12 AM; SPORTS DAY!
outside tuition center.
vera stuck on the slide cause of her socks ._.
we on the slide!
BEEE-EUU-TIFUL.
ms tan lesson =o
i called isabella and in 1sec, I GOT THE BOTH OF THEM EVEN THOUGH THEY TURNED BACK 1sec later! awesome phone.
VERA ;D
eehwee. xD
rainy days makes my pool look like pimple-faced.
my happiness poem ;D
isabella's poem ;D
lol. hardwork!
