like you dont really care.
you actually say that you dont,
REALLY care.
when you told me you cared for me,
like a million times more than i think.
you care.
fine. if you dont care then im gonna tell u smth.
you are the only guy i have ever said i love you to.
and fuck you, you are the only one who hurt me the most.
wa lao.
i trusted you and you..
YOU..
go say you dont care if i was living a crushing lie.
A LIE.
muther.
i hate you.
you life ruinier.
of raina.
IM DEAD.
in the inside.
i love you.
and i fucking hate myself for loving you.
and not trying HARD enough to forget about you.
and actually REALLY start liking someone.
sounds like a better idea instead of getting HURT and still continue.
I HATE YOU):
you really make my life sad.
very very sad.
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and the worst part is,
i have to act brave and as if i can live without you.
when the truth is, its the opposite.
and no one knows.
only my bff knows.
but other ppl just know me as ..
' the girl who doesnt need a guy. '
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wanted to post pictures but too sad too.
sorry.