i think people know im super easy to bully.
easy to hurt.
easy to get away with.
just by being nice for a day, i will forgive.
am i crazy?
but i dont think its what the person does,
i think who that person is, is the one that matters.
hmmm.
i dont know the reason, but maybe im getting hurt over and over and over again,
because i've hurt that person over and over and over again last time.
revenge? retribution?
maybe.
somehow i think its not fair,
cause i cant even bring myself to hang up a stranger's phone call,
and im supposed to carry on being 'MEAN' and pretending that whatever you do,
i will be okay and fine after awhile.
cool man.
i know you wont hurt me for no reason, i know you do it only because ..
because..
you love me?
._.
i find that hard to believe, cause i wouldnt ever hurt who i love.
maybe unknowingly.
whatever.
X:
you see, thats why i told you.
next year.
next year is gonna be worse.
have fun.
SONG : 1234 by PLAIN WHITE T'S
1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you